{ Posted on Sunday, January 31, 2010 by Sadid }
Everyday we make decisions after decisions. Sometimes it is relatively straight forward, but sometimes you need to think a little bit more.

There are also times when you just can't decide.

What makes it even more exciting is when you've got to choose either family/friends or your interest plus with a very short time frame.

Too much too handle? Naahhh...

Recently, I was asked to be at a place that I really wanna go. But by doing so, I'll have to leave my friends behind (I think), I don't wanna have to do that. What makes it even more interesting is that, when I was asked the question, my friend was right behind me. It's really hard to be true to yourself I guess, but that's about it. I ended up not answering the question and doing something else as I really hate to be in that kinda situation. Well, life goes on.

We are just humans, this is what we do. Sometimes we are just not certain about things, it does make us feel weak which we are suppose to feel as a human. We are not God. We can't stand alone. We need protection and we need guidance. Pray to your God, and hope for the best. InsyaAllah, you'll find the way.

Monday Blues~

{ Posted on Monday, January 25, 2010 by Sadid }
Feeling tired? Ever wondered why? Is it because of Monday?

Today is Monday, and now it's about 11.34pm Mountain time.

I felt really tired. Maybe it's because of Monday, but why put all the blame on Monday? Was the two days before it not enough for rest? I don't know.

Actually, I was not that tired this morning, in fact, I'm quite energetic. But then during the first class, about 10 mins or so, I think my mind was somewhere else. I was thinking of playing, relaxing and maybe sleeeeeeping. This is just not good.

So I tell my family, they said I should put something interesting to do on Mondays, so that there will be something to look forward to on Mondays. They suggested that I buy myself lunch or something like that, but then after thinking about it, I feel like its better for me to save and go for snowboarding on Saturday. Haaa!! Maybe that's why I'm not that in to Mondays, coz I'm in to Saturdays.


Got to find something interesting on Mondays quick.

What do you guys do for beating Monday blues?? Or do you guys just don't care??


{ Posted on Monday, January 25, 2010 by Sadid }

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.
(Phyllis Diller)

Have you ever felt that like sometimes you just don't have any mood and don't really care about anything maybe just for awhile, but then what makes it worst is when someone came out of the blue just to annoy you. Now that's gonna be really frustrating.

These past few days, I've tried implementing the "Smile and Laugh" operation. It's an operation where if anything should go not the way I prefer, then I'll smile or laugh about it, I don't know why, just for fun.

Example: Let say I fell down the stair in my house, then I'll laugh about it maybe by thinking how hilarious it would be if anyone sees it.

The coolest part of it is that, I feel like happy all the time, that can't be bad right? At least that's what I think especially to be out of misery or maybe I should say any unhappiness.

I've tried it, and it works pretty well for now.

What do you guys think?

Know your limits

{ Posted on Tuesday, January 19, 2010 by Sadid }

"Too much of anything is never good"

Last week was not so great for me, having regraded for Chemistry which raised me to a B from a B+ (don't understand? yeap, me too, but that's what my lecturer told me), being so confuse + blur in math lab which caused me handing in "very clean" paper to the T.A (teacher's assistant).

All that led me to deactivate my facebook account (FYI : I'm VERY addicted to facebook - sometimes I'll wait and kept on refreshing until there's a new post [crazy] )

After deactivating the account, life was quite great, I managed to complete quite a number of homework. But after these few days, I just felt like there's something missing. And I started to do something else like bugging my friends and so on (like I'm trying to fill up the time facebook-ing with something else).

Actually, I really don't know what to do about it. Maybe my action was too drastic. Maybe I do need it?

~still evaluating.......

Open your lens

{ Posted on Saturday, January 02, 2010 by Sadid }
Just wanna share with everyone. Enjoy~