Sadid's Blog

It's nice if you can actually do your work without any distraction, and you can finished your work early and have a good time afterwards.

The problem is, for me at least, I love to find something that can somehow distract me from doing work. Why ?? I don't know....

It feels a lot better than taking a break I guess, coz if I take a break, I'll feel like I'm wasting my time doing things that I don't need, but by having distraction, I'll tell myself that it's part of the work, like maybe in the middle of the work, I suddenly open up e-class and print out notes for next class etc.

But, the thing is, IT'S THE SAME THING!! just named as different things. Weird ey?

Same goes for studying, I remembered the days before SPM, like balik kampung with textbooks which I don't even read, but it feels nice to bring them regardless the weight of the books. Why am I like this? How should I know...

So for those out there who are feeling the same, welcome to the club.. but always remember that, enough fooling around, go back to work, no pain no gain!

"How I wish I can make him understand.."

I got this housemate, he knows a little bit bout Islam, when I was fasting sunat, he goes " you must be in really big sins that makes you fast even after ramadhan", seriously I don't know what to reply to him, I just smiled. There are also lots of other situation that I thought I should have answered fully to him. I don't know why I can't just tell him.

Is it because of the language? Is it because my lack of charisma? Is it my confidence? Is it because of me not fully understand my own religion? ya Allah~

I really don't know what to write, but I just feel like writing something. Coz, I've just finished watching some clips about people reverting into Islam, I don't know why, but sometimes I just feel like I wanna have the moments when Allah shows me the sign like those who reverts into Islam. I've heard stories of those who hears azan and revert to Islam, those who feels it when they heard someone reading Quran, to be honest, I do tried to get those feelings, and everytime I said to myself, "yeap, that was it" eventhough I didn't feel anything (I don't know what I feel), but after watching the clips from my friend's blog, it really hit me when the guy said that he was arrogant not to notice all the God's creation. Well, I've heard before that people are saying like "look at the God's creation", but that wasn't enough for me (I don't know why), but now I realized how arrogant I am. Astaghfirullah.

I'm really grateful to those who shared the clips and Thank You Allah.

Alhamdulillah, it feels a lot better.

"Believers, why is it that when you are told to march for the cause of God, you seem to linger at home. Have you given preference to the worldly life over the life hereafter? the worldly gains compared to those of the next life are but very little." (At-Tawbah, 38)

Just a reminder for me to always remember the aim of being a human, not only for this world, but also for life hereafter..

Are we prepared for the life hereafter?